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I’m almost too happy since Andromeda’s birth. Everyone, myself included, thought I would fall into the worst pit of depression; but honestly I feel great. Maybe because I hated pregnancy so much and am relieved that I’m no longer pregnant? Or maybe because I am so consumed with love for my little Andromeda? I never knew you could love a human this way, I love her so much that it actually hurts. It’s a whole different kind of love than what I have for Dakota, it’s strange really. I am so excited to continue through life with my little family.

I am better now. I am actually somewhat happy, I don’t cry nearly as much as I used to. And you know who deserves all the credit? Dakota.

He has been more than patient with me, even when I am acting ridiculous as hell. He has been a rock. He keeps me grounded and puts me in check when I am overreacting. I cannot even begin to express how much he means to me and how lost I would be without him. He’s the sweetest man in the world and honestly, I do not deserve his love or kindness. I am so happy to be having his child and to have an even better bond with him. I am looking oh so forward to spending the rest of my life with him, and I am so excited to start on this beautiful journey with him by my side. 

No one will ever truly understand how much he means to me, no one, not even him. He is the love of my life, my soul mate, and my best friend.

If anyone ever tells you you put too much Parmesan cheese on your pasta, stop talking to them. You don’t need that kind of negativity in your life. 

(Source: whitestgirluknow)