I wanna do shrooms again. So badly.
Dear anon,
Sorry I am not pretty or skinny enough for your liking. I’ll work on it, I promise. I’ll starve myself, again. I’ll resort back to my old eating habits, just to make you happy. I’ll also cake on some makeup, I thought I was decent enough without it, but clearly I was wrong. Then, maybe you’ll leave me alone because then I’ll be perfect.
Sincerely,
Fat and ugly,
Rachel
I honestly don’t know what to do, anymore. I feel nauseous constantly, I’m having trouble breathing, and I can’t shake this feeling that something bad is about to happen. I’m going to hold you tightly, so you feel loved. I’m sorry I’ve been such a mess, I love you dearly. Please stay.
Every girl likes my boyfriend. E-v-e-r-y girl. It’s kinda super annoying, so stop.
When Dakota just sits there and plays guitar, my heart starts beating really fast and I start to blush. I love him oh so much, I don’t know what I’d do without him. He’s perfection.
I just want to feel sane.
I lost a friend yesterday, not to death, but for other reasons. I thought I’d be more upset, like crying, we had been friends for 5 1/2 years. I am more angry I suppose than sad. Does this make me a bad person? Or was I just fed up after a year of her bullshit? I have no clue, but anyways a slot for a new best friend is open. Any takers? I’m nice and I have cats.
I feel your skin in my skin
My bones ache
I quiver at your touch
My lips tremble
I cannot resist
I need you
I wrote that.
I hate it when people are all like ‘OMG I love you! You are my favorite person evar!’ but they NEVER talk to you. Then they call you annoying because you got “mad” when they didn’t speak to you, it’s like what the fuck dude?! I don’t give two shits if you talk to me, just don’t act like we’re BFF’s if you’re never going to speak to me.
I just put up a craigslist add for someone to adopt my dog, this is killing me. She is my baby, and I lover her.
My boyfriend and I have to give up our dog tomorrow because she exceeds the weight limit at his apartment and she exceeds the fucking height limit at my mum’s condo complex. This is the hardest thing I have had to do in a long time. I fucking adore this dog, she is absolutely perfect and it sucks that we can’t keep her. :[ I can’t stop crying, I love her too much.
If anyone is interested in following/perusing my writing blog, here’s the link.
http://alberteinsteinsstudy.tumblr.com/
I only have two actual stories written and posted, but I reblog other peoples stories/poems. So, enjoy, I suppose.
